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10:23 pm: Its been a WHILE!!!
its 2011 and alot has happened. I just happy that things happened the way they happened because I wouldn't be here to day as the person that I am. Confusing? Yes hehehe even I was confused with that one. Just happy to say things turned out OK!!!

02:38 am: End of 2006!
It has been awhile since my last post and alot has happened to me.
I always quote Forrest Gump:"Life is like a box of Chocolate. You never know what you're gonna get"
Its funny that it turned out that way this year.
I found someone that complements me in every way possible.
I may not say sweet nothings to you but it doesn't mean that I don't care because How I act when you're around show how much I care. he mwah he mwah
It is still a blur how we became a "WE" hahaha
May be it's FATE...

New Friends (He Mwah)
New Love (PIGLET)
New Life
But never forget the past learn from it...
Thanks to my Friends...(MMGBLOCK17 TRA)

This year have been a roller coaster I have my UPs and DOWNs:
My lowest point this year when one of my friends died in an accident. We may not have always seen eye to eye but we still hang together. I don't really want to talk about it but here goes! That night we (Chinese Mafia as we are known by the block)had dinner and ordered some drinks. We are recalling the old times well not so old and planning our Xmas party. It is weird to think that Chris wants to meet us every opportunity he can get. That night I was supposed to hitch a ride home with him. I felt guilty that If I was There with him, he might not have been in that accident(I was tired and had lots to do so I decided to stay with Te). There is a weird coincidence that at the time of his death I felt something or someone watching me while I was working, maybe he came to me to say good bye... but not yet knowing he died when that happened... thats eerie...
I felt that Life is Unfair and Short...

I can be an ASS and I can be a good friend. I just can't help my self.

Myk and I used to be good friends(thats an understatment). We had a fallin' apart...
His mom died... It's wierd to see someone in that position and you don't want anyone to experience that... I tried to be there for him even. I visited him one time and we had a talk and we finally talked about it. We said our sorry and officially became friends again but we no longer have the same friendship. at least we are friends. I ahve to be honest that there is a part of me that doesn't want to comfort him in his time of need but there is a part of me that considers the past and our friendship...

BTW I resigned...

Kulot and I share a secret that could have change everything... hehe

lastly, I am trying to make things right again with bing... I really hope we keep our promise to one another that no matter what happens we should remain friends and hopefully we can keep that promise...

I would like to thanks Rach, Kat, Yap, Block17 and Friends for being there
and in times of need expect me to be there... thanks

I would also like to thank Kulot, Krisann and Piglet for being there by my side.

12:15 am: BENZ
Wow! it was my first time to ride BENZ sedan. It was an E240 sedan...

To top it all we were windows down hehe not bec. We want to be cool it’s because there was a problem with the aircon hehe =) we had it checked at benzland... All they did was attach a computer to the Benz to check the prob. Damn. I talked to d shop owner the computer (laptop) for the Benz cost around a cool 2M... Shit! 2 million for a computer... And yeah they charge us 4,000 for the diagnostic that took 30min...

The car is really expensive... you've got to have money to buy a mercedes Benz... You also have to think about d gas you're going to consume and it would cost you again. Lastly, you have to have money for repair and maintenance for it. It’s not easy to own a Benz you really have to be filthy rich like my boss...hahaha

The only thing I got out of it was, I was able to ride a beauty... I will always remember today...

12:20 am: ...
kulot thanks for going to the movies with me heheh kahit na bangag ako hehehe at least napanood ko na rin yung miami vice hehehe
thanks sobra...

hahaha nakaporma ka pa hehehe

02:35 am: The break up
well I watch the break up with rach and kulot.
before we went to ATC we hanged at KAT's house...
thanks KAT...

What I could say about the movie is that "I can really relate"... The movie reminded me of my past...
except for the details and the ending, thats my story hahaha...
oh well, life is sometimes funny and cruel at the same time haha but I am not really affected...

We also have to eat at magooes pizza(not sure of the spelling pls correct me so i could cahnge it) haha and the song they played. From one song from MYMP and an Orig. madonna song that was revived by sponge cola, that i really don't like to listen to... hehe

we stayed at Starbucks and talked for a while about our lives and our past experiences... it funny how time flies...

Btw got two dates for this week... hahaha joke joke joke just friends watching a movie hahaha...

I don't like to think that Nothing will ever happen with J? but what the hay nothin' to lose so will try to go for it... bwahahahaha

I can't sleep and I have work in a few hours, oh well...

12:51 am: MOVING?
Yesterday was nice... i really had a wonderful time...

Thanks lex for letting me use your car hahaha

finally something happened not really the way I would have wanted it to happen but atleast something good happened... hehehe

thanks DADDY BEAR aka Sir G.... bwahahaha you are my mentor hahaha

11:11 pm: ...thinking... still nothin'
Himala
Pido

Matagal- tagal na rin akong chumichempo para makausap ka
mautal- utal pa'ng labi ko walang masabi di makaporma
kahit na anong gawin diskarte ko'y bitin na bitin
hanggang kailan ka titiisin, pigilan ang damdamin

Mautal- utal pa nga ako, di masabi laman ng puso ko
Na mahal na mahal kang totoo kaya naman nagkakaganito
Nanlalamig nanginginig kinikilig sa tuwing ako sayo'y nakatitig
May kakaibang pintig, eto ba ang umiibig?

Bakit natutulala? kapag kaharap ka na namumutla
Tila lalung lumalala walang masabi urong aking dila
At sabi ay nanlalata walang mapapala
kailan ba magsisimula? Kailangan ko na ng HIMALA....

11:01 pm: "This is to remind myself how stupid i was one year ago thinking that i love her but i didn't. i guess just thought i did. hurting her was the worse thing i did to her and i was unfair. i do not deserve her. i dont deserve this too..."
_ wrote in anger... hehe oh well somthings might be true but love is the only thing that is REALLY...

10:03 pm: realization...
time flies when your having fun... I really has been fun for me this past few months... going out with the block and meeting new friends... the past 7 months has been great... Geeting to know new people and hitting it off... I am really amazed on how things happened...
I am really blessed with good friends that I could depend upon.

"Life is like a box of chocolate. You'll never know, what you're going to get..."
for the people that care thanks a lot, you know who you are...

GOD works in mysterious ways... its funny how things work out even in total chaos...

10:11 pm: well here it goes again...
Its game time... time to decide on what to do...
I am afraid of things happening to me again...
I am afraid of getting rejected... AGAIN...
But life will go on and so I must try... if nothing good comes out of it then I have to deal with it...

Live life to the fullest... no regrets... kung baga ala pac-man... NO FEAR bwahahahaha

But seriously I'll try by the end of the month and if things don't go as well then I have to deal with it... And I know that my friends will always be there if I need them hehehe so I'll be alright...

I can only hope... and maybe dream... hehehe

=P